Boy what a start to a year (cry laughter) I have not quite experience such emotional roller coasters within 1 month ever since I graduated.
This month was... strange. It's technically is the beginning of 2018, but to me a new year doesn't really start until February because of Lunar New Year, and also my birthday (quirk of having early birthday I guess) so Jan tends to be a bit slow and unaccomplished in recent years. I tried doing many things and most are slow to come to fruition, or not at all. I don't wanna fall into a pit of depression this early in 2018, but maybe if I look at it as the end of Lunar 2017, I'll feel better haha.
It wasn't all negative, I played games, drew a lot (of things that I wasn't supposed to) and overall enjoyed myself art wise. And that one twitter thread did sent itself straight into the sun I still can't believe it.
I also started a patreon, I'll make a blog for that later once things get going.
Honestly I can't really remember much of what happened this month, seemed like so much happened yet nothing actually felt real. Maybe I've been away from human contacts for so long I'm losing grip of reality. Hopefully going to Boston in March for Anime Boston will anchor me back to reality a bit more. I wanna do a bit more soul searching in February, and really ground myself in which direction I want to take my career. AND STOP BEING SO DEPRESSES ALREADY I'M SO TIRED OF THIS GEEZ.
I've set some goals for myself in February and this time I really want to stick with them. (Back to Feb being my actual start of the year lol)
Anyway, short update, but Jan wasn't exciting or anything and I would like it to end quietly, in the very least. We still have another hour to go at the time of this post. //knocks on wood.